Always felt like I’m a good guy, but maybe not?

2021.09.28 10:13 anon675981 Always felt like I’m a good guy, but maybe not?

I have f’ed up humor, often laugh at screwed up stuff and do messed up stuff to people sometimes. Am I just normal? Are most people just a mix of the two? We all have a good intention overall in our life but have our evil lapses?
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2021.09.28 10:13 Tollchrome I feel lost again

Hello. I think this is my second time coming here. I posted something a few years ago.
I'm going to write a little bit about me first. I grew up in a suburban area with my parents and grandparents in the same house. I remember I always didn't like being made to go to school, even kindergarten, and I'm not really sure what I hated most; maybe I didn't want to leave the house and walk to school, or I hated to have my family physically forcefully making me go to school, or I didn't want to get up so early for something I didn't want... But I remember I started to wake up late on purpose because my mom told me "if you're up, then go to school." Every morning was like a war basically, and I loved going back to bed because the nearer I was to my bed, the nearer I was from school.
Fast forward when I was 13 or 14, I still didn't like to go to school (homeschooling basically doesn't exist in my country). My father was mean to me for not going to school like everybody else, and I think he cared about my grades more than me. I remember him telling me "If your grades go down, the neighbors will only rejoice." or something. But boy, he was really mean... I was told I would kill someone and then arrested by police and then say "I just lost it." I don't know why he saw me so dark. I didn't even kill bugs... He always seemed to think I would be a killer.
After I entered senior high school, I went to school every day for the first time in my life. It wasn't that I had been rebellious. I just couldn't continue. And I got best grades until my teacher told the class that you should decide what to do in the future, then decide the study course in university for that, to decide what to study right now. And I didn't think I was being included in that talk because I was basically the student with highest scores, but he asked me "Did you understand what I said?" and I caught off guard. (I now realize when I pay 100% attention to someone talking, I lose all of my expressions.)
And I started to question why I studied. I started to ask my friends, but they couldn't answer... I think they would think I knew! I was the top student...
But when I moved to the sophomore, I had a choice either to stay in a normal classroom, or go to an advanced classroom. I couldn't decide, and I think I was the last student from my classroom to hand the yes/no paper. I chose to be in the advanced class, and I think it was a bit of a mistake because I stopped going to school after a few months. The atmosphere of the classroom was basically full of jealousy. I don't think it was a healthy environment. (It was a school only for boys.)
A couple of my friends from the previous year still messaged me in spite of me, and one of them even told me to come back often, but eventually I never came back. I was paranoid about my future and I was really scared. All I could see was dark, and I decided I would kill myself before I kill someone if I was really going to be like my father told me.
Sometime after, I watched the movie "Goodwill Hunting" (starring Matt Damon) on TV. It was an important experience because for the first time in my life, I wondered if my father was ever wrong... Until then, no one objected him; no one stood up for me. He was always "right," and whoever questioned him got more blames and criticism from him instead. So in a way, I was the first one to wake up because I suffered most... I was recommended to cut my wrist just because I wasn't going to school like he wanted me to. I was always made to feel like a failure for that. Being his oldest child didn't make it easy for me to get away from his brainwashing, so to speak.
And he hit me a few days after new year's day in 2012, so I eventually stopped talking to him. I didn't want to admit he could hit me just when he decided I was wrong. I've never hit anyone or smoked a cigarette. I was a very good kid other than not wanting to go to school.
I was really depressed and self-neglecting for a few years after that. I got my driver's license in 2014, but it didn't change things much. I didn't enjoy driving because I would get nervous. In 2018, I tried living alone because my aunt from my mom's side thought I needed to get away from the house I grew up, and I had my first jobs there, too. My mom's relatives live far from the place I grew up. But eventually I decided it was no use because without a highschool diploma, I couldn't get a high-paying job, and such a job needed higher degrees. I also decided I couldn't possibly save money living alone. I wasn't really enjoying the life there.
So I got back to my parents before 2018 ended. In 2019, I went to a psychiatrist because I thought I might have a developmental disability. I hoped I would get diagnosed, like a confirmation to my problems. I didn't get diagnosed but WAIS test did show I had a notably slower processing speed. Now I knew why I could never talk back to my father or anyone. I just get caught off guard every time. I also apparently looked slow when I was working even though I was doing my best, and I didn't like how I was being treated there, but I now knew why. My discrepancy was 49, and it was big, but the psychiatrist just said if there was anything I couldn't do, it was because I was not interested. I didn't like that. His view towards me seemed to have changed quite noticeably after my results came back. So I decided to go to a psychotherapist who was good at developmental disabilities. She showed some empathy. But it was expensive and I didn't really feel belong there, so I stopped going there, either.
I wanted to get away from my problems, and I decided to go to a drama class. It was half a scam, but I think it served well for me. I also dyed my hair for the first time in brown.
I still had to pay for the classes because it was such a contract to book many at once (which sucked), but I got an offer to do a cashier's job at a franchise store of the same type I worked at in 2018, so I took it.
It was really unpleasant to find out there was a horrible co-worker there. But I had no one to turn to anymore, I would walk 30 minutes to the store when there was no bus in the morning (the job didn't pay for any transportation), I had had a quarrel with my mom, my father was still physically aggressive, and I started to pay for my food, so I wasn't going to quit before I had enough money for the drama class, which wasn't a small money for me but for other people.
I was so frustrated and I thought I had the right to get something I wanted at least. To a couple of redditors here who had left comments on my posts, I asked them to send me something for free... I was really unsatisfied with my life. One of the people I contacted, I really got along with him.
He was a divorced father and older than me by 10. I wasn't even looking for a friend after I had figured out how shallow or fake online relationships can be, but he and I started to exchange emails or text here on reddit every day. He lived in the US, but he made a plan to come to my country in June.... of 2020.
He was a nurse and even though he didn't work at a hospital, he eventually became the only nurse at his facility.
His only daughter had ADHD, which I'm sure made it hard for him. After March, I couldn't chat with him anymore... He would message me once in two weeks to a month.
He still told me he loved me, but I thought he would talk to me more often if he wanted to. At times, I didn't even know if he was alive or not, in many shifts he had to fill, sometimes 24-hour ones.
Eventually in June this year, he deleted his accounts he had here. I haven't heard anything back from him since then.
Other people tell me I'll find a better person, etc., but it's not about that... He told me it was his first video call that he had with me. He told me it was his first international call (via Skype). He was a kind of person who would make a song for his ex-girlfriend who hurt him. I can't describe well because I'm forgetting more and more, but I remember I used to compare my experience with him to being in a dark theater playing pessimistic dark movie, only to realize after coming out of the theater, it had been just a movie. He cleared dark clouds in my head. It was the feeling that I felt when I was chatting with him, because he didn't look particularly attractive. Dad bod, etc. He didn't have the "hot" features of this world, and he had the divorced status as well. The death toll of the US scared me, and I was happy he was covid free and alive.
I never thought he would leave me this way. It was him that cried when I almost blocked him after I was upset in February (before covid) telling me that he had never even had a passport, but he was getting it now to see me.
He told me he was changing his job soon, and I was looking forward to chatting with him like I did for the short period of time before corona.
I don't have any mutual friend, of course, and even though I know his Facebook so I know some of his friends, but I'm not going to ask them how he's doing. That would be horrible... But I don't hear from him anymore.
I feel lost because the feeling I had was really specific about him. I don't feel like trying to find any "replacement" really because I wasn't looking for a relationship in the first place... But I miss him, I miss seeing his face and hearing his voice, and I think about him every day. Part of me accepts that it had already been over, but then I think "Why didn't he say no or let me go, but said he would still come to see me when it's over?"
Simply put, it hurts so much to be kept hanging on while not hearing anything back. I wish I could let this all go.
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This is a gem that I just found out, I don't know what tag to use since this piece of advice is basically giving legal nightmares to the AP.
So...... in some states in the US, you can sue the cheating spouse's lover, however this will work only if you can prove that your own marriage was happy before the cheating happened.
So this guy successfully sues the AP for $750,000.... which personally was very satisfying to read
Here is the news article
Also if such a similar kind of law exists in your country can you guys please share it would help some people.
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